^^

u know, people r living in mutualistic relationship. even ur closest friend can be like that.
Remember : Always doubt people.
doesn't mean u r that pathetic person that cannot trust people at all, but if u are careful from the very start, u will get less hurt.
I hv a friend. she can speak mandarin fluently. really. she can speak Chinese with people. but then, one day, I asked her to translate one sentence (only one) to mandarin. the sentence was easy, i mean, i did not ask her Science or Literature vocab at all. But then what she said = 'dont know. go google translate.' maybe those sentences didn't mean anything particular to her, but it pierced thru my heart (okay, a bit hyperbolic). but really. i was terribly hurt. and abt 5 min later, she said she wanted to sleep. darn, she never slept that early.
So now, i kinda make a list of ppl who can be asked and who better not =)

peace.