You never realize how precious or important something is until you lose it

The title tells everything! haha.
I came across that sentence countless times but I never realize the true meaning behind those words.
I don't want to be a storyteller this time.
I just want to share this to many people ppl so that you will always realize how precious or important something/someone is.
Never take your family and friends that are always beside you for granted.
I went thru that alr and now when they r gone, I am so eager to join those people who want to make time machine so that I can go back to the past and make each minute and second I spend with them counts.
So that you won't regret anything in the end.
Ya ya?

peace.

^^

u know, people r living in mutualistic relationship. even ur closest friend can be like that.
Remember : Always doubt people.
doesn't mean u r that pathetic person that cannot trust people at all, but if u are careful from the very start, u will get less hurt.
I hv a friend. she can speak mandarin fluently. really. she can speak Chinese with people. but then, one day, I asked her to translate one sentence (only one) to mandarin. the sentence was easy, i mean, i did not ask her Science or Literature vocab at all. But then what she said = 'dont know. go google translate.' maybe those sentences didn't mean anything particular to her, but it pierced thru my heart (okay, a bit hyperbolic). but really. i was terribly hurt. and abt 5 min later, she said she wanted to sleep. darn, she never slept that early.
So now, i kinda make a list of ppl who can be asked and who better not =)

peace.

I hate my high school years. If u dont, then just go away and dont budge me

When I was applying for high school, I wanted to join acceleration class again (I was in that class in junior high) but MANY people said : high school is when u have fun with ur friends, enjoy lah..if u join acceleration class, then u only hv 2 years to experience it. So yea, as an innocent child (hehe), I listened to those sweet-yet-devil words that brought me to disaster at the end of the day.
Maybe u enjoy your high school years and so do many people.. Maybe I am just an outlier but nevermind, I am okay to be one. My friends in high school? Phew. No words to describe them. I love them but I dislike keeping memories about them (sounds contradictive, rite?). I mean, yea, we are just high school friends and our relationship ended at the same time as our high school time ended aka graduation. Please, it would be the best for us all not to contact each other. we just need to know that I am here and you all are there. That's enough.

stress oh no

I. am. stressed.

Yea, if u r also a NUS student, those 3 words are ur best buddy throughout d semester. upcoming CAs n midterms drive me crazy. But u know, everything has a bright side rite? By being a NUS student, benda yang namanya libur itu berasaaa bangett.. Hepii kalo liburr..bener2 santai, nerves d otak cuma dipake buat 'bsk ntn apa ya' 'mo makan apa ya' hohoho
yay..

Simply first post

Thanks to LAC2201 for introducing me to the world of blogging.
Never realize that u can write anything u want in this virtual diary. juz anything. those complaints that u cannot utter, those shitty-feeling that u cannot express, and those sad and disappointing events that u cannot shout at.
.enough ranting.

My first post will just simply consist me looking back at my 17-almost 18 T.T-life.
I feel so old now. I am a university student already. DAMN. I always remember me as
1.someone who wears uniform. Haha,now I miss that part of school.
2.sitting in a room with people that u know (yes, from primary to high school I know everyone from my batch, but now? jeez, I don't even know if my major-mates (what's d translation for 'teman sejurusan'?) sitting right NEXT to me in the canteen)
3.having those amazing teachers (because after having so many lecturers that feel better when they are with their microscopes and bacterias (FYI: I'm a life science student =p) than with students, yet 'forced' to teach by NUS to continue their research (it's true right?), u will feel really grateful to your primary-secondary-high-school teachers. 감사합니다!
and many others

However, I am a university student now. DAMN DAMN. In sec-high school, I used to think: 'wah, college students. they are so 'adult', 'so grown-up'. but now, hahaha, am I 'adult'? am I 'grown-up'? I still feel that I am the same me from many years ago. Still like to watch anime, do silly things, do ridiculous pranks, and others that I'm lazy to type down. (haha)
I am afraid. really. afraid for entering this world of adult, this place where if u make a mistake, u cannot just cry and everyone will just forgive you and let it pass. This is the place where u take full responsibility of every thing you do and say.
I am so not ready and yet, in 3-4 years, I'll be working. Gee..I really don't want to think about that right now. Jadi kangen sama masa2 sekolah, masa dimana masih anak-anak, can do (almost) everything I want, masih bersenang-senang dengan tulus, punya lingkungan sekitar dan teman2 yang jujur dan ga feign ky sekarang.

But you know, someone said : '(bentar cari dulu kata persisnya.agh ga ketemu2)'pokonya intiny: kalo lu terus ngeliat betapa indahnya masa lalu, dan takut+sebel sama yang sekarang, lu bakal kehilangan keindahan yang masa sekarang can offer. And when it passes you, you will look back and regret that you don't enjoy that to the fullest simply because at that time you can't move on from the past.

YEY