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u know, people r living in mutualistic relationship. even ur closest friend can be like that.
Remember : Always doubt people.
doesn't mean u r that pathetic person that cannot trust people at all, but if u are careful from the very start, u will get less hurt.
I hv a friend. she can speak mandarin fluently. really. she can speak Chinese with people. but then, one day, I asked her to translate one sentence (only one) to mandarin. the sentence was easy, i mean, i did not ask her Science or Literature vocab at all. But then what she said = 'dont know. go google translate.' maybe those sentences didn't mean anything particular to her, but it pierced thru my heart (okay, a bit hyperbolic). but really. i was terribly hurt. and abt 5 min later, she said she wanted to sleep. darn, she never slept that early.
So now, i kinda make a list of ppl who can be asked and who better not =)

peace.

I hate my high school years. If u dont, then just go away and dont budge me

When I was applying for high school, I wanted to join acceleration class again (I was in that class in junior high) but MANY people said : high school is when u have fun with ur friends, enjoy lah..if u join acceleration class, then u only hv 2 years to experience it. So yea, as an innocent child (hehe), I listened to those sweet-yet-devil words that brought me to disaster at the end of the day.
Maybe u enjoy your high school years and so do many people.. Maybe I am just an outlier but nevermind, I am okay to be one. My friends in high school? Phew. No words to describe them. I love them but I dislike keeping memories about them (sounds contradictive, rite?). I mean, yea, we are just high school friends and our relationship ended at the same time as our high school time ended aka graduation. Please, it would be the best for us all not to contact each other. we just need to know that I am here and you all are there. That's enough.