I. am. stressed.
Yea, if u r also a NUS student, those 3 words are ur best buddy throughout d semester. upcoming CAs n midterms drive me crazy. But u know, everything has a bright side rite? By being a NUS student, benda yang namanya libur itu berasaaa bangett.. Hepii kalo liburr..bener2 santai, nerves d otak cuma dipake buat 'bsk ntn apa ya' 'mo makan apa ya' hohoho
yay..
Monday, March 1, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Simply first post
Thanks to LAC2201 for introducing me to the world of blogging.
Never realize that u can write anything u want in this virtual diary. juz anything. those complaints that u cannot utter, those shitty-feeling that u cannot express, and those sad and disappointing events that u cannot shout at.
.enough ranting.
My first post will just simply consist me looking back at my 17-almost 18 T.T-life.
I feel so old now. I am a university student already. DAMN. I always remember me as
1.someone who wears uniform. Haha,now I miss that part of school.
2.sitting in a room with people that u know (yes, from primary to high school I know everyone from my batch, but now? jeez, I don't even know if my major-mates (what's d translation for 'teman sejurusan'?) sitting right NEXT to me in the canteen)
3.having those amazing teachers (because after having so many lecturers that feel better when they are with their microscopes and bacterias (FYI: I'm a life science student =p) than with students, yet 'forced' to teach by NUS to continue their research (it's true right?), u will feel really grateful to your primary-secondary-high-school teachers. 감사합니다!
and many others
However, I am a university student now. DAMN DAMN. In sec-high school, I used to think: 'wah, college students. they are so 'adult', 'so grown-up'. but now, hahaha, am I 'adult'? am I 'grown-up'? I still feel that I am the same me from many years ago. Still like to watch anime, do silly things, do ridiculous pranks, and others that I'm lazy to type down. (haha)
I am afraid. really. afraid for entering this world of adult, this place where if u make a mistake, u cannot just cry and everyone will just forgive you and let it pass. This is the place where u take full responsibility of every thing you do and say.
I am so not ready and yet, in 3-4 years, I'll be working. Gee..I really don't want to think about that right now. Jadi kangen sama masa2 sekolah, masa dimana masih anak-anak, can do (almost) everything I want, masih bersenang-senang dengan tulus, punya lingkungan sekitar dan teman2 yang jujur dan ga feign ky sekarang.
But you know, someone said : '(bentar cari dulu kata persisnya.agh ga ketemu2)'pokonya intiny: kalo lu terus ngeliat betapa indahnya masa lalu, dan takut+sebel sama yang sekarang, lu bakal kehilangan keindahan yang masa sekarang can offer. And when it passes you, you will look back and regret that you don't enjoy that to the fullest simply because at that time you can't move on from the past.
YEY
Never realize that u can write anything u want in this virtual diary. juz anything. those complaints that u cannot utter, those shitty-feeling that u cannot express, and those sad and disappointing events that u cannot shout at.
.enough ranting.
My first post will just simply consist me looking back at my 17-almost 18 T.T-life.
I feel so old now. I am a university student already. DAMN. I always remember me as
1.someone who wears uniform. Haha,now I miss that part of school.
2.sitting in a room with people that u know (yes, from primary to high school I know everyone from my batch, but now? jeez, I don't even know if my major-mates (what's d translation for 'teman sejurusan'?) sitting right NEXT to me in the canteen)
3.having those amazing teachers (because after having so many lecturers that feel better when they are with their microscopes and bacterias (FYI: I'm a life science student =p) than with students, yet 'forced' to teach by NUS to continue their research (it's true right?), u will feel really grateful to your primary-secondary-high-school teachers. 감사합니다!
and many others
However, I am a university student now. DAMN DAMN. In sec-high school, I used to think: 'wah, college students. they are so 'adult', 'so grown-up'. but now, hahaha, am I 'adult'? am I 'grown-up'? I still feel that I am the same me from many years ago. Still like to watch anime, do silly things, do ridiculous pranks, and others that I'm lazy to type down. (haha)
I am afraid. really. afraid for entering this world of adult, this place where if u make a mistake, u cannot just cry and everyone will just forgive you and let it pass. This is the place where u take full responsibility of every thing you do and say.
I am so not ready and yet, in 3-4 years, I'll be working. Gee..I really don't want to think about that right now. Jadi kangen sama masa2 sekolah, masa dimana masih anak-anak, can do (almost) everything I want, masih bersenang-senang dengan tulus, punya lingkungan sekitar dan teman2 yang jujur dan ga feign ky sekarang.
But you know, someone said : '(bentar cari dulu kata persisnya.agh ga ketemu2)'pokonya intiny: kalo lu terus ngeliat betapa indahnya masa lalu, dan takut+sebel sama yang sekarang, lu bakal kehilangan keindahan yang masa sekarang can offer. And when it passes you, you will look back and regret that you don't enjoy that to the fullest simply because at that time you can't move on from the past.
YEY
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